mood: "OMG IM ONLINE!!!!"

well, as you can see, i havent updated in a long time... basically i got mi internet taken away again... i cussed mi friend out onnline (which, yes, i admit was VERY stupid) and got mi comp taken away for at least two months... i dont realy remember anymore... but so far... this is what has happened lately.... i no longer talk to josh, our relationship is out there.... and i dont wanna deal with that anymore. i got a boyfriend, yes alex, and continuing from mi last entry, that was the the time that he didnt like me, he was with some chick named lauren. then she broke up with him, and i helped him through it... and then he asked me out, and i said yes, but i sorta regretted it when i sorta figured that i was sorta like a rebound girl... but we've been together for almost two months now, and he seems to genuinely care about me (and some of u older peoples out there may think, aww two months, thats nothing, but keep in mind, that im veeeery young compared to y'all, lol, no offense :)) but ya, so thats about it, reallly... wow, mi life is boring isnt it... lol, mmmk i guess ill get into more detail later when mi friend isnt over, mmmmmmk bi!!!

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i am so anxious rite now

i swear

mi friend who asked alex if he liked me-- her internet is down until tuesday, and so is her phone. which sux ass, lol. so ive been sitin here just waitin until school tomorrow. i hope he said yes... lol.... mi friend, after school on friday, wen we were walkin w/ alex, she was like, ya i'll tell u later. but she didnt sound like sad. shs sounded happi, which makes me happi. lol. UGGG ANXIOUS!!!! i would try her cell phone (and i have, trust me, lol) but its NEVER ON!!! EEEERG! lol ok, wish me luck. again. lol, k
bi

xoxo~~ sarah

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well, one of mi beeeeeeeest friends is over, and she wishes too be unnamed, lol. we went to the beach together today, that was awesome. went to taco bell, that was awesomER, lol. then we listened to our ipods, (wen dont we?) so ya, thats about it, im gonna go and have some more awesome times, ok, comment AND SIGN MI GUESTBOOK!!!!! thanks!

xoxo~~ sarah

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listening to: the air conditioning
mood: thoughtful

well, heres another pretty boring entry. check out my newest writing. well, its the ONLY story there... its not that long! so please take the time to read it! writing is one of mi passions.. oh and about alex, well i think he said yes. im not sure, im still waiting for mi friend to tell me online. she couldnt tell me after school so ya. alrite, gonna go, wish me luck! lol, k bye!

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lol, wel, school has been in for like 3 weeks and i absolutely HATE IT!!!! OMG!!! but, i love it at the same time. i love mi friends and stuff like that. well a lot has happened. but to narrow it down to just a few things, i like like like like like like like a new guy, told him i liked him, and well, he didnt say that he DIDNT like me! so, HOPE IS STILL HERE! lol, we always hang out. and mi friend is gonna ask him tomorrow if he likes me. shes dying to know. and, basically, so am i :), lol. sooo ya... im bored... alrite, comment or somethin

xoxo~~ sarah

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srry i havent written in a long time! i got a MAJOR hair cut! mi hair used to be down to the middle of mi back and now its shoulder length!!! it looks awesome :). lol, school.... wow.... here we go.... ok, the second day back to school, mi BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST guy friend EVER is back!!!!!!! i like scream wen i see him!!! i hadnt talked to him the WHOLE summer!!!! so i was REALLY happy! i didnt even talk to mi other friends the WHOLE morning, just us two. me and alex. together catching up, there wasnt a SINGLE dull moment that WHOLE morning! IT WAS AWESOME! then comes tuesday, as a joke, he sits on me wen i take his seat jokingly... and he bounces...... ya... at least it wasnt the other way around, lol. and he said he wasnt sorry for doing it. that creeped me out a lil bit... wednesday, thursday, friday, normal days, lol, just me being really happy to be with him again!!!!! but i guess im giving him the wrong vibe, and he starts to REALLY like me, i can just see it in the way he flirts with me and the look in his eyes and everything. this is now about tuesday, in the morning announcements, they say that this friday there's a dance. u see, alex sits like rite in front of me in 1st period. and his friend sits next to him. his friend leans in and asks who hes taking to the dance.... and he says he wants to take me... like really loud..... so im like.... ooooh shit.... but i start to think what ill say if he asks me to the dance. i realize how happy i am around him and everything, which is AWESOME. but then here comes ana. ana's mi other best friend and also alex's best friend too. ana has ALWAYS liked alex A LOT so wen i tell her that alex wants to take me to the dance, she falls silent... drop... dead... silent.... so im like okay, she'll get over it, there's other fish in the sea, rite! and after all shes moving halfway around the world on the 15th (im gonna miss her SOOOO SOOOO SOOOO much!!!!!) so wat do i do, wait 2 weeks to live mi life? like HELL NO! she should just face the fact that shes moving, and he likes me instead! GOD! well she finally gets the picture and everything, so, we're awesomest friends again! friday comes and he asks me to the dance, i say yes, we meet at the dance, he gives me and ana a BIG hug, ya that felt good :) we hang out, dance together, and everything and end up having a REALLY great time, and by the end of the dance, i realize how much i really like him. of course, ana and becca (mi other BEST BEST BEST friend) gave us a lil room, which i guess was nice, but i could see the fire burning in ana's eyes. she was PURE jealous! so ya. and then of course, now josh is all sorry for acting like an ass cuz becca talked to him telling him everything that i wanted to tell him and everything. so now he wants to talk. NOW?! YA RIGHT! im on top of the world rite now! and now he wants to talk?! GET LOST! i figure that alex will ask me to be his gf sometime next week or something. and hell ya, im gona say yes, unlike ana. ana had her chance and she blew it by saying no wen she really liked him! she doesnt understand that u should live live to the fullest and evertything like that. live in the moment. but no, she thinks WAY too much about the consequences. its ok, she'll learn soon enuff. so thats wats going on in mi life! YA! ok
xoxo~~
Sarah

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